haven't submitted any of my "art" for quite a while now. i intend to fix that.

forums pulled me one today.
i wrote my post, and hit the "submit" button. and when the thread reloaded, my post wasn't there. "so, my post got eaten" - i think, and i submit it a couple of times more, just to be sure. still nothing.
oh well, i try to post to some other thread, still nothing. try again a few times... posts won't show up. "oh well, aint my posting day". i start surfing DA. and suddenly my posts start showing up. all of them.

i'm very sorry for my obnoxius spamming (because it looks very much like it). i really didn't mean for any of it to happen

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no, really


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this is an avangard journalentry.

couldn't start any new works today. opened a new file, drew a frew strokes and then closed it unsaved. it's one of those days...
and i have nothing good to write here, so let's start clowning around

a guy is in hell, sitting there all sadlike.
a demon walks by and asks "why so down?"
"why do you think? i'm in hell!"
"hey man, it's not all bad you know. do you like to drink?"
"yeah."
"well then, on mondays we have all kinds of drinks: vodka, beer, wine coolers, tequila ... you name it! and do you like to smoke?"
"of course!"
"on tuesdays we smoke cigars, cigarillos, cigarettes and so on! and if you get cancer, well, who cares, you're dead anyway!"
"hey, guess hell isn't so bad ..."
"wait, there's more: do you gamble?"
"sure!"
"on wednesdays we play roulette, craps, slot machines, blackjack etc. and if you lose a million dollars ... you're dead, so no one cares! and do you do drugs?"
"hell yeah!"
"on thursdays we smoke crack, weed, do coke, heroin, mushrooms and just about any drug you can think of! smoke a blunt the size of a submarine, can't harm you, you're dead already!"
"wow! guess hell's a pretty cool place after all!"
"are you gay?"
"no."
"oh, then you're gonna hate fridays ..."

here we are then.
800 pageviews. hope to get to one thousand before i'm off to the military. yes, the military. and i'm not voulenteering in it's direct meaning - i have to, all estonian men who have been approved by the medical ... er bunch at the military, have to serve in the armed forces.
and on the 1st of october i'm going for eight months. it's a large amount of time when you start thinking about it. but i guess i'll be okay. it will end eventually.

picked up "golden sun" for the gba. and for what little i've played it, it looks very good. the story hasn't clearly got going yet, so i can't say much about that. however, the graphical side is amazing. so vibrant, so fluid ... seeing all that on that little lcd screen is really something. the spell effects are very nice too, haven't got to the bigger spells yet tho.

and i'm starting to read manga again. yes, it's a closet hobby of mine. i never tell it about to people. why? because people don't care much for it. especially here in estonia, where the actual mangamarket is a big fat zero. nothing. no sellers. shame, really. so a read scans. not the same thing, of course, but you get what you can.
and couple of weeks ago i was reading 2-3 volumes of manga per day (for those that don't know - a manga volume is usually about 200-300 pages long) recently i havent read any. but i'm intending to fix that. i've got some wonderful manga waitin' for me - akira, inu yasha, appleseed, hikaru no go ... the list goes on.
ok, over and out, it's 4 fucking am here.

music: the prodigy - music for the jilted generation
fond it at the bottom of my cd-tower. it's still kicking with ravey beats and frantic sampling. great stuff.